drama, please.

This is SO going against EVERYTHING i said I wouldn't do.

It's a secret, though, so I'm not really allowed to talk about it :)

I'm just going to say, i had forgotten everything beautiful, cute, romantic, cuddly, comfy, and amazing.

I had forgotten, as bad as that may sound, it's quite true. 

All in All, I HAD AN AMAZING NIGHT LAST NIGHT :)

On another note, i am SO tired of the drama at school.

it's like it NEVER stops! granted, the last month has been quite dramatic, to say the least.

& YES, you're wondering if I am the culprit, I AM. 

i'll admit to it, everything i said was a lie and yes, i talked about quite a few people to make myself feel better.

that obviously didn't work because i feel terrible for it. APOLOGIES.

but, setting my friends up? that's cold.

i really don't care if you're talking about me, but when you add one of my GOOD friends into it, then yeah, i'm gonna get a little upset about it.

talk about me all you want, i'm not gonna be in the drama anymore.

i have an amazing future, and an amazing life right now :)

my new motto: talk about me all you want, i do not care. i'm out of the drama. forever.

yayayayayaya, tonight is WINTER FORMAL <33333

:) though this is my first one, i think with the circumstances as they are, it'll be quite fun :) 

another girl has the same dress as me, though SAD FACE :(

but, it'll be alright :) 

i just can't wait, i can't wait for the after either :)

LOVE ON LIFE :)

Love & Rockets,

Liz

can you open that for me?

Let's just say, a change of heart.

I did the right thing, to say the least. whatever happens, happens.

but i am having fun ;) 

so cuteeee :)

LOVE ON LIFE. 

ummm, i fell asleep in the tanning bed, and now i'm nicely burnt. 

go me.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS BREAK :)

or monday, ya know :)

because we have these little "elves" that come and bring little presents for the 12 days of christmas :) 

it's funnnn.

Love & Rockets,

Liz

call it how i see it

wish i never met ya, wouldn't wanna be ya.

last night, i broke down. for the first time in i really don't know. like 2 or 3 weeks maybe. i never thought a retarded, stupid, idiotic moron of a male could make your life be so terrible. there is so much i could say about this terrible situation, but i won't. I'm not allowed to talk about it, so that's why i'll shut up. let's just say, when you apologize to someone, you shouldn't turn your back on them. but it's whatever. in 6 months, i'm gone. 

anyway, i met three amazing girls last night! :) cait perryman, kaila morgan, and shelby enochs made my nighttttt! :) even though the cookeville game lasted like YEARS, i had the best time! who knew cookeville people were pretty legit :) i even look like i'm from there, as i'm told ;) & i just loveeee ihop after the games. phillip rogers and tyler henderson craccccckkk me uuuuuupppp. they are suuuper hilarious! :) all in all, i had a pretty great night. 

love on life :)

Love & Rockets, 

Liz.

I'm just gonna say that I hate the fact that I still care about this person. I utterly hate it.

Like i'm to the point where i honestly believe that i don't have feelings for him anymore. but this stupid caring thing gets in my way. It's stupid!

It makes me so mad, i can't believe i still care! I wish it would stop. I guess i'm just a good person, ya know ;)

Oh, i'm never having children. i babysit 3 boys, 3 months, 3 and 4.

they're little terrrors, but i lovee them :) but i smell like baby puke :(

grosssssssss.

I dread school tomorrow. I hate school. This is in like every blog i do, but it's the truth. I HATE IT. Butttt, i have softball tmorrow :) YAYAYAYAYAYYa.

Oh, btw, i have this friend & he's pretty great. & He gives awesome hugs :)

So squishy :)

Love & Rockets,

Liz

Never a dull moment.

Black Fridayyyyyy!

was the worst experience everrrrr! Not for the fact the crowds,

it was that I had NO SLEEP!

It was awful. I felt drunk after it was all over & how i'm still up, I really don't know.

On the bright sideeee :) I got a shirt from DeliAs*, Taylah's present, Victoria Secret stuff, and i ordered some boottttsss :)))))

SO HAPPY!

This picture is embarrassing, but I needed to emphasize the look of Black Friday.

My lovely boooots :) VVVVVVV

Love & Rockets,

Liz

"You have a little TWANG to your voice"

Blog timeeeeeeee :)

First things first, i'm finally happy! And i'm totally okay now :) i don't handle liars who can't distinguish between a lie and a truth, which is obviously what this certain person can't do. I honestly think it's humorous that this person can't even remember what they say! HA. you're MENTAL :) Enough about this, waste of my life.

SECONDLY, THANKSGIVING IS TOMORROW! :) :) :) :) :)

-i'm soooo thankful for my parents, mostly. they are there for me ANY time i need them! honestly, i'd be lost without them. they are my pride and joy, my rescuers, and anything else that needs to be said about them!

-i'm also verrrry thankful for my sister. i don't care what i say about her, she's an awesome person. i promise you, that girl will be there and have my back in anything. she's the best sister there is to have & i wouldn't trade her for anything in the world!

-i'm also thankful for my WONDERFUL friends! i don't know who i'd be without them. I may not have the most friends, but the few i do have, there the best. there's not really any to name but three: Jada Fox, Katie Brown, Mat Case. -- You three have been there through EVERY rough patch lately. You all have heard/seen me cry, helped me through my problems, sat in bathroom stalls with me while i sob my eyes out, go on late night IHOP trips, and support me through anything. I trust you 3 with my life, and oh so many more. So thank you, you guys really are the best.

-finally, i'm thankful for softball. without softball, i wouldn't be who i am. i'm me because of this sport, and it will NEVER change. It has kept me out of trouble for 7 years now, and it'll soon be 11 years :) i can't wait for MTSU :)

Third, i love my life! i'm sooooo happy that i'm done and have made my decision to be done forever. to move on and be the Bethany everyone knew a long time ago :)

Merry Thanksgiving :)

Love & Rockets,

Liz

it's just you and me, and a scholarship.

As of 2:08 pm on November 19, 2010, I am committed to begin my life at MTSU as a Lady Raider :) I'm so super excited, I don't even know what to say! :) I'm so ready for whatever they throw at me!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS! :)

Go Blue Raiders :)

Be the change you want to see in the world.

There are days when I think maybe it's time to move on. Maybe it's time to get a new life, new friends, new everything. Then I remember, I can't do that. I haven't made a post in a while, and I thought maybe I should get some things off my chest.

First and foremost, I am no longer taken. I have never regretted anything in my life up until now. Everyone says I'll move on and get over it, but that's not the case. I've never been so attached to someone, so afraid to let go of someone. And now I seriously wish I had never become so attached. Everyday now, I think about what could have gone better to prevent this from happening. I need to learn things about myself that I really don't even know anymore. It's a sad story when you change completely and forget who you were. That's exactly how I've become. Maybe this was for the best, or maybe it will work out in the end. Who knows, only God.

Second, I HATE SCHOOL. GAHHHH I'm so ready to get out of there. It's one big hole that sucks you in and you can't get out. It's terrible. I (hopefully, cross your fingers) will be attending MTSU. I really hope I do! I love that school and I'd love going there. Not too far from home, but just far enough to get away from my old life and start a new one.

Third, I'm ready for Christmas :) It makes me happppppy! I'm ready for snow, I'm ready for something new!

Maybe I'm just ready for a change. Everything looks so old to me now, so burnt out, so tired. I just need a change.

i'm like woah.

california sun <3 :)


wellll, i haven't done a blog in forever, so i decided i'd write one. nothing in my life could get any better right now :) softball is good, boyfriend is awesome, school is almost over, and my life is amazing :)

Softball//// we're like 6-3, i'm not kidding. a winning record! we're tired for first in the district, and this is the first time anything good like this has happened since i was a freshman. i'm really excited. my batting is awesome & you can tell that i've worked hard for this, which makes me supppper excited for travel ball!

Boyfriend//// ahhh, he's amazing :) i really don't thinnk that i could have found anyone better <3 he is just.. amazing, i can't even put it into words. haha.

and my life is great. so i have nothing more to write about.... oh BTW, JERET FELL DOWN THE STAIRS LAST NIGHT! BAHAHAHAHA.

shake ya tambourine.

"i'm in trouble, i'm an addict, i'm addicted to this boy. he's got my heart tied in a knot & my stomach in a whirl."


ah, new blog. so jeret and lindsey moved in sunday. and i thought it was going to be like seriously bad. but it really hasn't been. the only thing i don't like is jeret brings his friends over without notice. ha. but you get used to it, because i do it too. it's funny though, to hear everything that jeret says about himself and his body, and his girls. hahaha. it cracks me up.

ah, spring break. it's decent. i've slept in everyday. :) which is quite new. ha. but it's pretty boring. I HAD MY FIRST DAY OF WORK TODAY :) it was fun! teaching little kids how to swim is funny and so much fun! they're so adorable. the preschoolers are just adorable :) i pretty much love it.

ah, drama. it never fails. i find an amazing guy, but yet stupid girls try to get stuff started..again. boo freaking hoo. get over it. i'm done with your childish games and ignorant fights. go find some other girl to draw into your little girly games. YOU'RE IN COLLEGE. shutup and get on with your stupid life.

OH HEY :) I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :) just thought i'd throw that out there.
*2610.

i'm texting jordan daniel.
i'm listening to richman - 3OH!3
i'm watching a commercial.
livelifehappy.

like a flame that burns the candle.

well, well, you, you make my dreams come true.


Today, is the day i start writing. :) Let's be simple. I am bethany. of course. if you didn't know me, why would you be reading my blog? i'm just sixteen, but oh so many things have happened in the years i've been on this nice planet. but let's just go with recently. RECENTLY, i have started to play school ball & we have a winning record now of a magnificent 3-2 :) WE BEAT MONTEREY ON TUESDAY. <--- SO EXCITED. i'm dating an AMAZING person, jordan daniel collier :) he's pretty great, not gonna lie :) That's all i can think of recently. haha.

Onto what i'm thinking.. at this moment right now, i'm not really thinking anything. Have you ever had those moments where you spit out the wrong word but actually mean a complete different word that would make the meaning of the sentence sound SO much more meaningful? I have. Like tonight. Using when instead of if. when If was CLEARLY the right word for what i was meaning. I'm thinking, i don't need to hit up the tanning bed, then go outside for like two hours considering the melonan in your skin is still active, you're going to get WAY more tan. whoo for tan lines :)
It's 1:02 in the morning, and I have decided, right now was the time, i ended my first blog.


I'm texting Jordan :)
I'm watching Degrassi.
I'm listening to nothing.
& i'm loving jordan daniel :)
LIVELIFEHAPPY <3