Be the change you want to see in the world.

There are days when I think maybe it's time to move on. Maybe it's time to get a new life, new friends, new everything. Then I remember, I can't do that. I haven't made a post in a while, and I thought maybe I should get some things off my chest.

First and foremost, I am no longer taken. I have never regretted anything in my life up until now. Everyone says I'll move on and get over it, but that's not the case. I've never been so attached to someone, so afraid to let go of someone. And now I seriously wish I had never become so attached. Everyday now, I think about what could have gone better to prevent this from happening. I need to learn things about myself that I really don't even know anymore. It's a sad story when you change completely and forget who you were. That's exactly how I've become. Maybe this was for the best, or maybe it will work out in the end. Who knows, only God.

Second, I HATE SCHOOL. GAHHHH I'm so ready to get out of there. It's one big hole that sucks you in and you can't get out. It's terrible. I (hopefully, cross your fingers) will be attending MTSU. I really hope I do! I love that school and I'd love going there. Not too far from home, but just far enough to get away from my old life and start a new one.

Third, I'm ready for Christmas :) It makes me happppppy! I'm ready for snow, I'm ready for something new!

Maybe I'm just ready for a change. Everything looks so old to me now, so burnt out, so tired. I just need a change.